He was walking her home By Mark Schultz (With Lyrics)

Of Love & Heartstrings

When God made you, He must have been thinking about me…

When God Made You – Newsong

You ever wonder what happened to the theory that a man is supposed to locate his missing rib? Since a man lacks one rib on one side of his torso, it is said that, that one rib is the missing woman. The rib that God took in order to create Eve. Is it all just a fable? Is there really such a thing as the one or are we deluding ourselves? Is there that one person who can fulfill our desires, end our loneliness and bring us total happiness? That is an age-old question of which the answers are as varied as they are many.

I cannot honestly claim to be an expert in this but here’s what I have found:

• Happiness is an inside job – No matter how many special people you meet in your life you will always find that the buck stops with you when it comes to happiness. 

• You can be special to someone sometime but not all the time – We all wish to find someone special. Someone who chooses us over everyone else no matter what. The truth is that even when we meet that person, there will still be those times when we feel that they are siding with someone else over us or that something in their lives that takes priority over us. This is usually not something that affects men as much as it affects women. Women tend to be very sensitive when they feel de-prioritized. One example is when you get home and want to watch the news rather than talk to your wife. If this becomes a habit then over time she will come to feel unloved.  

• Loneliness is bad but what is worse is being with someone who makes you feel lonely – At the end of the day, the person who makes you feel most special is also the one who can make you feel most unloved. Socrates once said, ‘By all means marry; if you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher.’ 

• It’s not just about love, it is also about compatibility – No matter how much the two of you love each other, if you do not share core values; as in family values, parenting models and the like, you won’t be very happy together.

• Your partner does not complete you, they complement you – Unlike poles attract. This is very true even outside the world of physics. Outside of core values, it is important for two people who are interested in each other to be different. However, you should always be a happy and well-rounded person before seeking a mate. If you are unhappy when you are single, then you will be unhappy with your partner. This will also keep you from being overly dependent on your partner. 

• Everyone will hurt you in the end, find someone worth suffering for – It is often said that some people walk into our lives and leave their footprints in our hearts. This is very true. It is also true that no one is perfect and eventually either willfully or without meaning to, people will hurt us. There are those people who are so dear to us that we can easily forgive them, those people who we would do so much for even at a moment’s request. Let me tell you now that even among your friends, those are the people you eventually want in your life.

Finally, permit me to say that honesty, caring, trust and commitment are the pillars of any stable relationship. You cannot have a relationship where trust is lacking. Trust is built on honesty. Caring fosters trust and allows people to give each other second chances. Commitment will get you through the rough days. Till next time, whether you are single or not, be happy

Lonely Hearts

A pity beyond all telling is hid in the heart of love - William Yeats

Today's article is special for the reason that I speak as a man who knows how hard it can be to be an adult and a man. I write to you today not as a blogger or an author, but as a man who experiences every day struggles in this ever changing world. I write to you also as a man whose heart has recently been broken.

Many times, when a man comes home from work, he hasn't had a perfect day. He may have failed in delivering a project on time due to short deadlines, an accident could have happened at work and he had to work longer or take the blame. Maybe he asked for a raise and didn't get it; it could even be a promotion that he missed. More often than not he has had a difficult encounter with a client or a co-worker. Sometimes a man has been rejected for a job that he had applied for elsewhere. Life is full of disappointments but one never quite gets used to it.

Every day we live, we try to be better, to make better choices in order to have a better future. Of all our endeavours though, very few tend to succeed. More often than not, we succeed at the small things rather than at the big things. We succeed in organizing our day, in meeting deadlines, in making new acquaintances and even in going for a holiday once a year. However, when it comes to some of the big things like getting a promotion or getting a scholarship, it's no longer as easy.

Disappointments come in many shapes and sizes and everyone has a different way of dealing with it. This depends on age and character. Younger people may prefer the bottle but older people who realize that temporary escapades cannot offer permanent solutions have a variety of ways for dealing with it. We can sweep small disappointments under the rug and simply tell everyone that we are fine. The truth is, it is the big disappointments that make the real difference. They are what drive couples apart, cause parents to distance themselves from children. Sometimes they can even affect performance at the workplace.

To all those who have pain in their lives, I say to you that a man is not a man without a few of life's disappointments.

“Turn your wounds into wisdom.” 

― Oprah Winfrey

Mistakes

On my way to L.A.

Looking into the rear view as the roads fade away

I've sworn off my past,

The first to last bad call that I ever made

Tell me how to make right

Every wrong turn that I've learned

So this can all end tonight

Tennessee line just changed my mind,

Well, it's my heart I'll follow this time

Feels Like Tonight - Daughtry

Sometimes my dear readers, you're gonna feel like crap. Sometimes no matter how great life is and how many things you got figured out, something happens and your life is not quite the same. This is especially true when you make a mistake that you swore that you would never do again, like going back to an old boyfriend or dating your boss or even calling someone you were done with. 

When we first make a mistake like lending someone our car when we knew that it wasn't very wise to do so, we allow ourselves to make that mistake promising ourselves to learn from it. We assure ourselves that we know what we are doing that it is good to give others the benefit of doubt even when our internal senses are up in arms over the same. Usually, we get burned. That person spills something in the car or they get into an accident or worse, they claim that the car was stolen. We swear never ever to entrust them with anything again, even if we are related to them. 

The truth is though that there are some mistakes that no matter how painful, we repeat. It is these mistakes that hurt above all. When that mistake is a person, then it hurts over and above anything else. Of course it is only natural to give someone that you love a second chance but we must always remember that in so doing we open up ourselves to grave pain. The lesson to be learned here is that not everyone deserves second chances. 

Changes

As we go on

We remember

All the times we

Had together

And as our lives change

Come whatever

We will still be

Friends Forever

Graduation (Friends Forever) – Vitamin C

Hey! Remember all the stupid things we did in college? Remember how it felt to just be there with your friends and how it felt to have fun with them. Life is never quite the same after college, people grow apart. Everyone follows a different track. Some travel to other countries. Some land big jobs. Some start businesses. Some land small jobs. Others remain unemployed. Some get children and settle down while others just never seem to be able to have stable relationships.

College friendship doesn’t wither overnight though. It takes time. The first few weeks after campus you tend to keep in touch. You keep tabs on each other. Who has gotten a job and who works in the same town as yourself. Who still dates his college sweetheart and who broke up. Whose father/relative has secured them a job and who is just lucky. All these things seem petty now but they are things that people consider soon after college. A large group of friends will typically meet up in the city in the first weeks of their employment. As time goes by the group grows smaller and smaller until the group is finally so small that it can grow no less.

In a few months most are happily/unhappily employed and are too busy to meet each other except on special occasions. Those who are unemployed are too ashamed to admit it and tend to avoid all but their closest and most trusted friends and family. These are not the only people that avoid others. Forgive me but I have noted with concern that single women with children out of wedlock who for some reason were abandoned by the fathers of their children, tend to avoid people. This is indeed sad as friends provide a support system in this unforgiving world.

In time, we make new friends. These are mainly friends from the workplace or friends that you meet through your profession. Many even find their spouses this way. It’s an interesting and profound experience. One meets people from all walks of life. Suddenly you are cast into a whole new world with beautiful women and successful men all of whom want to hear what you have to say. You join ‘elite’ circles in which you contribute. 

It is therefore no wonder that when you meet your fellow colleagues a few years removed from college you look so different that they hardly recognize you.

Now life has a twisted sense of humour because just when you thought that you were doing so well, that your star could only rise higher, tragedy strikes. You lose a loved one, your business takes a hit or you lose your job. In the blink of an eye, the empire you thought you were building is lost. Life is never quite the same when life changing events such as the ones I have described above befall you. 

In the words of “The Script”, your world literally falls to pieces and you are just falling into an abyss. You stay strong at first; you raise your chin and square your shoulders. You promise yourself that this too shall pass. When the going gets tough, the tough get going – this is how you console yourself. One by one, the days go by. The more that they do, the more you realize that life will never be the same. You realize slowly that just when you thought you understood the rules of the game, the whole game changed and you were left with nothing.

In the case of a business, it becomes harder to secure loans. Banks feel that your assets are not worth the loan that you are applying for and when you do finally get a loan it is at an exorbitant interest rate. You sigh and hope for the best. Life is all about trying right? Life has a funny way of testing you. You get the loan and your customers fail to turn up. The import duty goes up, the local currency depreciates meaning it becomes more expensive to get your stock from abroad and as a result you end up under-stocked, in debt and in desperate need of sales. The worst thing is, when the local currency is weak, everybody feels it not just you. This means that your customers either find alternative goods or cheaper goods. Of course you already bought the stock, if you lower the price then no matter how much you sell you really won’t be able to repay the loan. You leave the prices as they are and you don’t sell anyway. Do you see what I’m saying? 

In the case of unemployment, you go out and look for vacancies and find them. You do your research and carefully craft your cover letter and your resume to match the job requirements. Five months and 60 job applications later you are still unemployed. Life has a funny sense of humour. Some employers feel that you are over qualified even though you are willing to settle for their offer. Other employers argue that you are under-experienced even though your certificates and work experience prove otherwise. Other employers, well who knows what they think. The point is life never turns out how you imagined it. You run out of your savings and now what? Do you move back in with your parents? What if they live in the suburbs or in the village? Are you prepared to give up the city life? Do you even have a choice? 

When you lose a loved one in an accident or through a malady or by some other occurrence, life loses all meaning. All goes dark and no amount of soul searching can fill the void within. It’s like shouting questions into an empty barrel, all you will hear is the sound of your own voice. No one will really understand unless they have been there themselves and even if they have, they can’t share the pain with you. Life becomes like a void. You miss them to the point of madness. You wonder everyday what they would have said about something that you did or didn’t do. You wish that they were there so that you could see their smile or that they would just hug you and say that it would all be ok. They are gone though and all you have is the memory of them.

My life has recently taken such precipitous turns. It has taken time to absorb each blow and to ponder what is still left to do. In my time of need and in my time of humility, I have found that when life changes so abruptly, everyone needs something strong, something changeless in them to wither out the storm. When life goes so deeply out of balance, a counterbalance is needed. For me, that counterbalance is friendship. When all else was lost, those who love me showed their love and dedication without fail. 

In the end, it was what I always treasured that saved me. God, Love & Friendship, these three never fail. If you are reading this and your life recently took a turn for the worse and you wonder if anyone cares, or if God exists or if you will ever be able to have a life and be happy. I pray that you find your center. That changeless core that you can stand on, rely on, hold on to; that amazing foundation that will keep you strong against all odds. 

Viva la Vida!

Hope when the moment comes, you'll say

I, I did it all

I, I did it all

I owned every second that this world could give

I saw so many places the things that I did

With every broken bone, I swear I lived

One Republic - I Lived

In this world, I have often found that people will desist from doing something if they fear that they might fail. However, fear should never rule our lives. If there is anything that I have learnt in living this life, it is that we regret more the things that we didn't do than the things we did. Life is short. 

Steve Jobs once said, You can't connect the dots going forward... Nothing could be more true yet so puzzling. Nobody ever looks back at their lives and remembers the nights with plenty of sleep. Get up, get out! Go live your dreams. Do you want to get to the end of your life with regrets or do you want to come to the end of your life full of tremendous stories of the adventures you made? You will realize in your life that you will look back more fondly on the times that you overcame a difficult situation. 

So take the risk, learn how to swim, how to surf, how to ski, even how to play a musical instrument. Challenge yourself everyday. Find ways to make your ordinary days into extraordinary times. Don't let the world tell you who you are. Both Isaac Newton and Albert Einstein were considered stupid when they were growing up. Let history be the judge. Getting knocked down is a given, getting back up is a choice. Winners are not defined by the number of times that they fall, but the number of times they get back up. You my friend are a winner, not a quitter. Be the kind of person who when he dies, the world will say, 'He lived!' 'He was full of life!' Understand this comrade, Man cannot discover new oceans unless he has the courage to lose sight of the shore - André Gide

Life is either a great adventure or nothing! Said the great author Hellen Keller. We must dare to be true to our inner selves and dare to make our dreams come true, or else our lives are pointless. Death must come to us all, whether rich or poor, sad or happy, young or old, beautiful or ugly. Don't take life so seriously my friend, you won't make it out alive anyway. Ellen Degeneres once said, When you take a risk you learn that there will be times when you succeed and there will be times when you fail, both are equally important. Life is like a coin, there are so many ways that you can spend it, but you can only spend it once.

You must give everything to make your life as beautiful as the dreams that dance in your imagination

- Roman Payne

When Life Seems Meaningless

Lord you feel so far away, a million miles or more it feels today...

I Will Sing – Don Moen

Nothing quite compares to the grief of losing a loved one. It is always unfair and unkind. Death never asks us if it can take one from us. Instead you wake up one morning and your whole world is turned upside-down. What is the point of life if all our loved ones die before us?

I hate that no matter how beautiful, sweet and understanding you are death will still whisk you away from our arms. I hate that no one ever comes back to us once they are gone. I also hate that Good People Die Young!

Why? Why them? Why couldn't they just live to their sunset years? My heart is sad beyond words. As I write this I have lost two close friends in separate incidents. I keep wondering if heaven couldn't wait. I wish that they had some more time with us. To grow old, to have fun, to have kids. We should have met at dinner parties to see how many kids each of us got. To see how far along in life each of us had advanced!

It hurts that we will never have those moments now. They are gone and that is that. So what do we live for?

I wish R.I.P. meant Return If Possible…